"I hate everything about you
Why do I love you"     
                    - three days grace

So I felt like I should post since its been a while. Life has been pretty hectic. Tim came up for the holiday, it was great to see him. Holy crap is he skinny now >.< Looks good though. Bobby is heading off to Boulder soon which is uber sad and Im going to miss him like whoa, but Joe and I may go out there over a break to stay with my aunt and visit him so thatd be pretty cool. Gonna start painting the den at Joe's this week I think, should prove quite fun. I love painting. He was away all weekend so itll be great to get to spend some time with him tomorrow, watch a movie, get pampered ;) Always wonderful. It has been crazy hot lately.. and let me say how great it is to have boobs to fill out a bikini >.< rofl. Anyway.. I dunno. So many people I have to spend time with. And now I've been guilt tripped by Zabrina and her adorable little baby voice to take a trip some time down to virginia to see her. Argh. How can you say no to that? All right, I think thats about it. If I think of more.. well no Ill probably be too lazy or buse to post it so um, love you all dearly. Hit the cell if you need me, Im never online. <3

Callback for the commercial, going back friday. Its a good thing I have fridays and wednesdays off this semester, sheesh. lol. Just a notice - making plans in advance with me is fine, but if I get a call, I get a call. They usually call the day before or if lucky 2 days before the job/audition soooo that doesn't leave much cancel time. So be forewarned.

Other than that not much new is going on. Life is good, finals are quickly approaching... I'll go into panic mode soon and hole up without cotact, especially for Calc 2, but itll be over soon after so no biggie. That is about all there is to report...

Oh - and the new Sonic game for the Wii is pretty cool. Its got a mario-party-esque multiplayer mode which is cool. Okay, thats it.

<3s, *s, Us

New song <3 much quieter lol. Went on an audition today. Rain blows. It was fun though... my baby came with me. It was a good trip if nothing else. We'll see what happens.

TMNT roxxorz. See it if you can. Good enough that I will ignore the fuckin up splinters voice...
"My spleen!" hehe...

Not much to report... life is amazing and I have no desire to jinx it.

**Best wishes to Tara and her family. My prayers are with you** Love ya sweetheart.

So much to tell, and I promise I will.. but I didn't get back from NY until 11ish this morning and was therefore up for 28 hours after only getting 3 hours of sleep previously so Im a bit exhausted. Slept from 1130ish til around 7 wakin up now n then but Im still soo tired, so I'll write about the crazy good time and the awesome people and connections and of course 14 hours straight in plastic heels (bad bad idea...) later. In the mean time just hope Gossip Girl gets picked up o the WB and I shall be on TV. Yay. The end.

Night!

I feel like someone has set afire the very mollecules of my being and all I want to do is watch the ages pass, the cities crumble and the sun set over and over with you. I want to kiss you all over, to hold you, to make you gasp and scream and sigh and laugh and smile. I want to fall asleep and wake up to you, I want to run through the fields with you and throw you down in the tall grass and kiss you till I drown in the taste of you.

I want you, more than anything, in every single way a man can want or desire any other thing in existence. I want you forever, I want to be with you, to own you and be owned by you, to be with you in every way you'll allow me to.

I love you, and those words are horribly inadequate, becasue one would need words not beholden unto the english language to express how I feel about you.

 Wow... can you say heaven?